Day number ATE

Well, it was a week today when I had my last cigarette and ate normal food. Ever since then it's been up and down. Today is definitely a down. I am having the worst nicotine cravings and it's making me real bitchy.

It started last night when i wanted to eat every food that was on TV. Then Q would lite up a smoke and I'd stare at him until he finished it. This morning I could kill. I'd like to wear a sign that says "Get Outta My Way Bitch!" to give people warning, but I'll just have to clench my teeth and not kill them the old fashioned way.

This is weird cuz I thought that the worst of it was over. Guess not.

Give me strength not to strangle anyone.